Far away and rather confused

Sitting in Montana with no cell reception and so unable to call any friends and talk about about today.
I took a big step today and asked a guy I was interested out to coffee. And it was terrifying and I am still over thinking it and worrying about too much being read into it or what not. I am supposed to be an independent, confident woman and I am losing it over this. Just wish I could call someone and giggle and over analyze because getting lost in my head is never a good idea 

Changes

It was hard to drive away today, to watch as Lethbridge disappeared in my rear view mirror
I know I will be back again, but not as going home but as visiting an old home and some amazing friends
It hurt my heart and made me sad and nostalgic.
I don't know what to do without the people in my life just a short drive away. I miss them already
Being in Calgary tonight was fun, but it is also temporary until Europe. So much transition and so little time to process it.