I'm scared, actually I am petrified.
I get this feeling in the pit of my stomach that if I take a year of off school is the wrong decision.
I don't know why it worries me so much but I think about it on a daily basis. Even with all the reassurances and encouragements, I worry, I over think and I doubt.
I am sure that this is what God wants, he has opened every door and encouraged me at every turn so why do I doubt so much?
Is it because it is not the norm? Because I am scared of what others say?
At the end of the day God is going to get me where he wants me to go and if that means taking the longer road then so be it, taking the straight road never sounded that exciting anyway.
I get this feeling in the pit of my stomach that if I take a year of off school is the wrong decision.
I don't know why it worries me so much but I think about it on a daily basis. Even with all the reassurances and encouragements, I worry, I over think and I doubt.
I am sure that this is what God wants, he has opened every door and encouraged me at every turn so why do I doubt so much?
Is it because it is not the norm? Because I am scared of what others say?
At the end of the day God is going to get me where he wants me to go and if that means taking the longer road then so be it, taking the straight road never sounded that exciting anyway.
Amanda, I think you are SO brave for making this decision and following the un-planned path that God has made for you. You are taking a leap of faith, and He will totally bless you for it. When was the last time that God's plan made sense anyways? haha. I love you and am here to support you any time! Even if it means a phone call where you do all the talking and just need someone to listen to you. I'm here. Love you!
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