sometimes all i can do is sit around and wait for the light at the end of the darkness
just stand there blind waiting to move on
not moving forward but not stumbling around trying to find my own way
i need to reach out my hand and know that God is going to pull me close if i let him
i have to make the first move
i need to jump knowing that God is going to give me a firm place to land or wings to fly
i have to let go of the control i hold onto so tightly
to remember that you have plans for me and a future without harm
time and time again you test me hoping i will be reminded of all that you have for me
you are going to let me go to see if i can fly, but you'll always be watching.
i know all this but it doesn't always seem to really set in
i see you trying to speak to me and i know i can be closed to you, but don't stop pushing, don't give up on me
God, i know you are testing me and i know this is all a part of your plan and now i am just waiting.
shivering in the darkness knowing you are right beside me
and even when i can't feel you there i know you will never leave me.
you sit beside me smiling when i am willing to wait with you.
i will try not to wander off again. i will try to trust you in this time of trial. i will love you with all that i am knowing that i can't fathom all the love you have for me
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